This Is Me

Too much.

I find myself sitting around and analyzing the way I act and react. This can’t be healthy, especially since I can never make up my mind. Am I really insecure, or do I just want attention? Do I really act nice and love people because I genuinely want to, or because I know that’s what God wants me to do? Do I post so many pictures because I think I’m pretty, or because I want people to tell me if I am? It goes on and on. Every aspect of my life has been personally analyzed and constantly changes. 

Maybe my dad is right, maybe I should see counseling. Someone to help make sense of things. So I can finally understand who I am.